Always wondered
Always feared
Knowledge gnawed
She was there
Somewhere
Heavy steps
Always
Giving and taking
But never her
She wasn't here
Eyes hazy
Life hazy
Waiting and wondering
Is she here?
Somewhere?
Then truth
Bedazzling
Just one look
She was here
Right here
Until we met
I wondered
Until we met
I feared
Until we met
I . . . .
Until we met there was no reality